“All were baptized into Stewart Traill. In every sense of the word: his teaching, his concepts, his view on life, his skepticism of other Christians. Go and learn what this means”.
Blessed is he and blessed is she who is able to get free from the grip of Stewart Traill and the Church of Bible Understanding, and those who are able to overcome his lies and curses will have a great reward.
Who this site is for
This website is for anyone who was involved with Cobu and/or the Forever Family, directly or indirectly.
If you were there for a short tour, this website is for you.
If you were there for a medium tour, this website is for you.
If you were there for a long tour, this website is definitely for you.
If you are hurt, this website is for you.
If you have nagging questions about COBU that are unanswered, this website is for you.
If you have loved ones who are still involved with COBU, this website is for you.
If you are not free from Stewart Traill's grip, this website is for you.
If you are oppressed when you read the Bible, this website is for you.
If you are still sold on COBU, this website is for you.
If you are still giving your entire paycheck to COBU, this website is for you.
If you are angry at Stewart Traill, this website is for you.
If you went to "The Grace Meeting", this website is for you.
If you wanted to speak at The Grace Meeting but weren't allowed to, this website is for you.
If you were married to a COBU person and are now divorced, this website is for you.
If you had a relationship with a COBU person and no longer have it, this website is for you.
If you feel that Jesus is a hard taskmaster, this website is for you.
If you still feel that you must go witnessing, this website is for you.
If you feel it is wrong to think of or speak about the wrongs of Stewart Traill, this website is for you.
If you feel that it is wrong to question Stewart Traill, this website is for you.
If you feel bondage to Stewart Traill and COBU, this website is for you.
If you feel that it is your fault that COBU went awry, this site is for you.
If you feel the need to constantly talk negatively about other churches, this website is for you.
If you feel the need to constantly be talking about the Second Coming this website is for you.
If you think that Stewart Traill is a man of God, this website is for you.
If you feel that it was 'a work of God' that Stewart Traill confessed that he 'missed grace', this website is for you.
If you still feel COBU is a work of God, this website is for you.
If you still believe that Stewart Traill is a man of God, this website is for you.
If you still feel you belong to Cobu and Stewart Traill this website is for you.
If you feel it is wrong to speak ill of the leader who has done unspeakable things, this website is for you.
If you still think Stewart Traill had deep understanding of the Bible, this site is for you.
If you are disillusioned by Stewart Traill and COBU, this website is for you.
If you are plagued by voices of Stewart Traill and COBU, this website is for you.
If you have been abused by Stewart Traill directly, this website is for you.
If you have wounds from COBU and Stewart Traill, this website is for you.
If you feel you haven't been heard, this website is for you.
If you were part of COBU and now declare yourself an atheist, this website is for you.
If you feel that the sisters need to be rescued from Stewart and COBU, this website is for you.
If you were bodily thrown out of a COBU meeting, this website is for you.
If you were told you couldn't have a relationship in COBU, this website is for you.
If COBU broke up any relationship you had, either a marriage or a regular relationship, this website is for you.
If you feel that you weren't affected that much by COBU yet think of it all the time, this website is for you.
If you feel that you didn't buy in that much, yet were there many years, this website is for you.
If you disagree with the statement: 'All were baptized into Stewart Traill, in every sense of the word: his teachings, his concepts, and his views on other Christians', this website is for you.
If you were part of his work in Haiti, this website is for you.
If you felt that brothers and sisters in COBU were harsh with one another, this website is for you.
If you are oppressed with memories from COBU and Stewart Traill, this website is for you.
If they came after you when you left COBU, this website is for you.
If you want nothing to do with the Lord God and His Christ, after having left COBU, this website is for you.
If you feel Stewart Traill dropped the ball, and you want to carry on the work that he started, this website is for you.
If you feel it is wrong to question Stewart Traill on his wrongdoings, this website is for you.
If when the Lord gives you a moment of clarity about COBU, you have trouble accepting it, this website is for you.
If you desire to be freed from the grip of Stewart Traill, this website is designed for you.
If you want a different perspective about the Church of Bible misunderstanding, you have come to the right place.
If you want to see Stewart Traill and his Church of Bible Understanding in a different light, this website is for you.
If you desire to write things about what we are talking about, this website is for you.
If you feel that we have missed some things, feel free to let us know.
We feel that the Lord has given us a voice. If you are interested in hearing a different voice, this website is for you.
If you believe that Stewart Traill was and is a false teacher, this website is for you.
If you think Stewart Traill is a sincere Christian, this site is for you.
If you think Stew is a good Bible teacher, this site is for you.
If you long for the good old days of cobu, this site is for you.
If you long for the
old Bible studies, this site is for
If you feel that ST has acted inapprorately toward you, this site is for you.
If you look down on other Christians, this site is for you.
If you still talk like COBU,
this site is for you.
If you judge yourself harshly, this site is for you.
If you look for teaching similart to COBU, this site is for you.
If you are confused about COBU, this site is for you.
If you lack the peace of Christ because of COBU,
this site is for you.
If you think we should not write this site, this site is for you.
If you still defend COBU and Stewart Traill, this site is for you.
If you are harsh with your children, because of Stewart Traill's teaching or example,
this site is for you.
Do you get uneasy when others talk negatively of COBU? This site is for you.
Do you attack others for no reason? This site is for you.
Are you still his disciple?
This site is for you.
Do you desire to be like Stew? This site is for you.
Are you afraid to look at COBU in a critical light? This site is for you.
If you feel compelled to do a Christian work, because of COBU, this site is for you.
If you try to uphold the COBU's antics, this site is for you.
If you had anything to do with this nuthouse, this website is for you.
If you belong to another church and haven't brought yourself to tell the other members your background about COBU, this site is for you .
If you have guilt over leaving, hopefully this site is for you.
If you accept the teaching that true born-again Christians don't sin, this site is for you.
If you are haunted by Stewart Traill's voice, this site is for you.
If you were one of the homeless people captured by this group, this site is for you.
If you feel bad about having evil thoughts about COBU, if you feel that that is wrong, this site is for you.
If you say, Who does this help? this site is for you.
If you say, Where is the peace in all thi? this site is for you.
If you still think you're
[thrilled loss of ]
Jesus this site is for you.
If you lived in Stewart Traill's mansion, this site is for you.
If you still live in and give money to the church, this site is for you.
This site is for you, if you work for Olde Good Things.
If you saw nude pictures in his darkroom, this website is for you.
If you are still hurting from the so-called right teaching, this website is for you.
If you think Living Water is wrong for writing this site, this is for you.
If you have emotional scars from this place, this site is for you.
This site is for you, if you are suspicious of other Christians.
If things you read in this website have the power to arouse your emotions, good or bad, then this is for you.
Do you find yourself unable to enjoy simple blessings? This site is for you.
If you were in the FF (Forever Family), this site is for you.
If you are concerned about his vaunted figure system,
this website is for you.
If you suffered trauma in COBU, this website is for you.
If you can still hear Stewart's voice calling you this website is for you.
This website is for you, if you are still having trouble figuring out what being in Cobu meant to your life.
If you feel guilty every time you think something bad of Cobu, this hub's for you.
If you feel you have to give Cobu and Stewart Traill blanket forgiveness without knowing or acknowledging exactly what he did to you, this is definitely for you.
If you oohed and ahhed when Stewart taught the Bible, this website for you.
If you think it is ok that some still live in COBU because it is their choice, this site is for you.
If you sometimes feel like Gollum (and Smeagle), this website is for you.
If you feel a compulsion to do Christian tasks, but they leave you feeling empty, this website is for you.
If you feel it is wrong to be bitter about your Cobu experience, this site's for you.
If you tell others it is wrong to be bitter about their Cobu experience, this site's for you.
If you feel the need to control everything around you, this website's for you.
If you are uncomfortable doing simple things in life, this website is for you.
If you never got to marry the sister you loved in Cobu, this website is for you.
If you married the sister you loved in Cobu and it has brought you misery this, website is for you.
If you don’t know why your relationships fail, this website is for you.
If you trust in your big fat head, this website is for you.
If you think the former days were better than these, this hub's for you.
If you think Stewart fell into the earth and died, this site's for you.
If you are not sure of God’s voice, this website is for you.
If you would like a blessing of the oil, you've come to the right place: this website is for you.
If you feel you need to give Stewart Traill forgiveness because it is supposedly the right thing to do, this site's for you.
If you are uncomfortable hearing other’s testimonies of pain that their Cobu experience brought them, this site its for you.
If you think you are over Cobu just because you no long feel the need to be there to be with God, this site is for you.
If Stewart ever said anything that hurt your heart and you felt it was God’s judgment against you, this site is for you.
If you trusted Stewart Traill to help you with your relationship with God, this site is for you.
If you trusted that Stewart Traill knew what was best, this site is for you.
If you trusted that it was ok for Stewart to mock others in the name of God, this site's for you.
If you trusted Stewart Traill with your faith and your strength, but left Cobu dispirited and disappointed in faith, this site's for you.
If you gave up some of the best years of your life and can’t see what you got for it, this site is for you.
If you thought it was God’s will for you to be in Cobu, this site is for you.
If you joined in attacking other brethren, this site is for you.
If you joined a mob mentality to help tear down other brethren, this site's for you.
If you are ashamed of yourself for what your life has become, this website's for you.
If you are uncomfortable resting in God, this site is for you.
If you are uncomfortable praying to God, this website's for you.
If you constantly hear negative voices in your head, this site is especially for you.
If you have trouble sleeping, the peace this site offers is for you.
If you have gone to many other churches and end up always comparing them to the Cobu standards, the peace you may find here is for you.
If you think studying the Bible is the only way to access God’s will, this website's for you.
If you felt guilty about those you led to Jesus and then brought to Cobu, this website's for you.
If your fellowship house was closed against your will and you felt pressure to move somewhere you didn’t want to go, this website's for you.
If you worked your fingers to the bone and got not an ounce of thanks from Stewart, this website's for you.
If you wished that you could have been closer to Stewart, this site's for you.
If you had '15 minutes of fame' in Cobu when you were on top of the pile, and still think of it as a special time, this website's for you.
If you still have pain about how your '15 minutes of fame' ended in Cobu, thus website's for you.
If you tried and tried and tried and tried, to regain your '15 minutes of fame in Cobu', but couldn’t, this website's got you.
If you have gone to other churches and wondered why you feel out of place, no matter where you go, this website's for you.
If you go to other places and find yourself finding fault with everything that is said, this web's for you.
If you go to other churches and think, With my knowledge of the Bible, I should be leading this group, this web's for you.
If you think it is humiliating, after Cobu, to just sit in a pew and listen and not be considered worthy of more, this website's for you.
If, when you go to another church, you hide your Cobu experience, this website's for you.
If you tell others you knew in Cobu not to tell your church about your Cobu experience, this website's for you.
If you think time heals all wounds, think again. This site's for you.
If you say, Oh, that was 30 years ago, why are we still talking about that? then this website is for you.
If you wonder why no one else is talking about these things, after 30 years, this website is for you.
If you are ashamed of your human emotions, especially those of pain and disappointment, this website is for you.
If you are uncomfortable hearing about others' pain and disappointment, this website is for you.
If you still think Cobu was God’s best, even for 5 minutes, this website is for you.
If you have difficulty feeling blessed after praying, this website've for you.
If when you read the Bible, you often feel condemned, this website is for you.
If you are not afraid to really look at things that most Cobu people refuse to look at, this website's for you.
If you find one thing of use to set your heart free of pain, that's what this this website is all about.
If you are afraid to trust again, this site may help you bee able to do it.
If you are afraid to love again, we'd love for you to get help from this site to do that.
If you are afraid to hope in God again because you were disappointed so many times! we hope you'll be able to find an ability to do that here.
If you are confused by the difference between work and faith, you've come to right place.
If you still think someone is not sincere if they don’t go street witnessing, read on; thus site's for you.
If you still feel a compulsion to go street witnessing but have no desire to, this site can help you see why.
If you lead someone to Jesus and wonder what to teach them, this site can help you with getting free from the old ways.
If you have trouble seeing that just because we had camaraderie, that didn’t mean we were doing God’s will, this site can help you understand.
If you worked past your strength and then had to get up and do it again, this site will help you find rest for your soul and your body.
If you didn’t get enough sleep while in Cobu, this site can help you trust that God gives peace to his beloved.
If you equated rest with sloth, this site's for you NM
If you equated eating food with indulgence, this site may help you typo be filled with God things.
If you thought having any nice human thing was indulging the flesh, this site can help free you of that illusion.
If you were rated Silver, this site can help you to be humble.
If you were rated Orange, (upper or lower), this site can free you from making false comparisons.
If you were rated Brown (upper or lower), this website can help you with self-esteem issues.
If you were rated Black, this site can help cast off those evil labels and curses.
If you had to move into the trip apartments, this site can free you from such notoriety.
If Stewart mocked you and laughed at you when you were trying to defend yourself, this site is for you.
If you thought it was God’s discipline when you were mocked and abused, this site can give you a right perspective on that.
If you dreaded going to Cobu meetings, that's a normal human reaction.
If you felt guilty when you skipped a Cobu meeting, this site's for you.
If you left Cobu and got drunk and did what you consider bad things, this website's for you.
If you left Cobu, and felt it didn’t affect you at all, this website's for you.
If you trusted that Stewart was the only one who understood the Bible, this site's for you.
If you thought Stewart was the only one who knew God’s will, this site's for you.
If you thought Stewart was the only one who could help you, this website can give you hope.
If you lived with Stewart and he acted inappropriately with you, this site is here to help you.
If you lived with Stewart and gave your heart and soul to him, and when he wanted to he just sent you away from him and never gave you another thought, this site can help you deal with that.
If Stewart humiliated you publicly, this site is for you.
If Stewart praised you privately, and then crushed you publicly, this site is especially for you.
If you thought God’s best for you was doing menial tasks for Stewart, this site can give you a new perspective.
If you thought the best day of your life was the day Stewart did something with you or chose you for something special, this website can free you from that lie.
If you NEVER had the chance to do anything special with Stewart, and felt horrible and less of a person for it, this website is here to help you.
If you think we are just wailing, this website is for you.
If you think any complaint is a wail, this website is for you.
If you think real men don’t cry, this website is for you.
If you think God doesn’t want to heal your heart first, this website is for you.
If you want to hear about blessings and want to experience blessings, then this website is for you.
If you were told you were a Stewart clone, this website is for you.
If you thought others were Stewart clones but you were not, this website is for you.
If you thought Cobu wasn’t so bad, this website is for you.
If you thought you learned some good things in Cobu, this website is for you.
If you blame everyone but Stewart for Cobu falling apart, this website is for you.
If you thought Stewart was gold, and you were rubble, this website is for you.
If you abused others in the authority of Stewart and Cobu, this website is for you.
If you thought doing a zeal pill was a cure-all, this website is for you.
If you thought anyone who disagreed with Stewart was contentious, this website is for you.
If you are filled with dread, this website is for you.
If you don’t know how to be healed from your Cobu experience, this website is for you.
If you were asked to discipline Stewart’s children, this website is for you.
If you took the hit for Stewart Traill’s evil while he danced into the shadows, this website is for you.
If you were a victim of the mischief of Stewart Traill, this website is for you.
If you were a victim of Stewart Traill’s loose morals, this website can free your heart.
If you were a victim of Stewart Traill’s lies, thus website can free your mind.
If you were a victim of Bible errors, thus website is for you.
If you were called a game-player, this website is for you.
If you called someone else a game-player, this website can lead you to forgiveness.
If you gave Stewart Traill blank checks and get-out-of-jail-free cards, this website can shine light on that.
If you had a double-standard for Stewart and the rest of the world, this website will help you see past it.
Would you let anyone get away with what you let Stewart get away with? If not, this site its for you.
Would you let your current pastor, if you have one, get away with what you let Stewart get away with? Then this site is for you.
If you have a suspicious mind, this website is for you.
If you distrust other people’s intentions, automatically, this website is for you.
If you don’t trust people, as a general rule, this website is for you.
If you look to find fault with everything, this webpage can give you a healthy outlook on life
If you curse everything, this website can give you a blessing, and lead you to be a blessing.
If you feel your life bites,
this site's for you.
If you don’t think you are the man you used to be, this site's for you.
If you feel hollow inside, thIs site can help.
If you haven’t felt alive in years, this site can renew you.
If you just feel disconnected, this site can help you with that.
If you think, You are either working or wailing was sound counsel, this website is for you.
If you thought yourself or others guilty of holding back on Jesus, just because ST said so, this website is for you.
If you didn’t get married because you didn’t think you had spare zeal, this website is for you.
If you think you got married in the dark, this website can help free you from that burden.
If you thought you were into looking good, this site can shine light on that.
If you thought you were just into stealing attention, this site is for you.
If you thought you killed the lambs, this site is here to be a comfort for you.
If you were abused even for a minute, by someone who was in Cobu or under the influence of Cobu, this website is for you.
If you feel numb about your Cobu experience, thus website can help.
If you have trouble remembering your Cobu experience, this website can put it in proper perspective.
If reading this material takes you back to a place you thought you had left behind and makes you very uncomfortable, this website is for you.
If you thought you could never ever get free from his influence, this website is surely for you!!!
If you thought you could never ever get free from his grip this website is for you.